Friday, July 22, 2011

Bah Bump Bah Bump

Today is the first day of the second trimester! Earlier this week we had a meeting with the mid-wife and heard the little one's heartbeat. It's crazy. That brought it a little closer to being a reality for me. I know there is a baby coming, but so far it hasn't changed my life too much. I am super excited though. So far I have read that when the woman is giving birth the pain comes in waves. I think my emotions are in waves. Sometimes I am so excited and cant even think of any problems with raising a baby. Other times I can't stop thinking about worrisome things. Money, health, jobs, where we live( will live) and will my life ever be what it used to be. All these things hit me hard, out of nowhere. Thankfully, without any reason, I jump back to feeling at peace with everything. Lately, I have been playing with my buddies son, Elijah. He is one of the raddest 2 year old kids and makes me excited for the joy Bailey and I have ahead of us.

Bailey and I are a few day away from our 4 year anniversary. I think it is wild how much we have grown together. I think that this picture is the first one of us together. I was 21 and she was 19. Geez.....kids.

1 comment:

  1. Both pics are cool . . . I suspect that you will be a great dad . . . making lots of mistakes along the way [just like the rest of us] and learning the lessons associated with the journey. ;0) . . . have fun . . . the trail is filled with bumps, jumps, twists and turns, but in the end it is all worth the effort.

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